~from Breanna’s Mother~

Kudos to Raquel Marie who posted the link to suicide prevention. This is a tragic event which has affected our family deeply and left a hole in our hearts. Breanna was much loved by many people. She did not get the help that she needed in this life because she simply refused to seek it from the appropriate sources. You can overcome, survive and thrive no matter what your genetics or whatever life in general throws at you. Happiness is a choice that you need to make for yourself when you wake up each morning. God has given us many gifts. It is up to each of us to make the most of them and find our own unique identity in so doing.

Breanna’s mom

Thank you . . . ♥

The Family and Friends of Breanna LeVine would like to thank everyone for their loving generosity towards Breanna LeVine’s Memorial.

Thanks again for everything, but most especially your friendship in this time of mourning.

~Memorial Service for Breanna LeVine~

In Memory of Breanna LeVine
December 28th 1983 – April 1st 2010

The family and friends request your presence

in memory of

Breanna LeVine

While we are mourning the loss of our friend

others are rejoicing to meet her beneath the veil.

Please come join us as we honor the life

of her precious honey soul.

SUNDAY, April 25th 2010 ~2pm

CHAPEL OF THE CHIMES

4499 Piedmont Avenue

Oakland, CA 94611

In lieu of sending flowers to the family, we ask that you donate in Breanna’s honor.

OFFICIAL FUNDRAISER in LOVING MEMORY of our BELOVED BREANNA LEVINE

OFFICIAL Fundraiser for BREANNA LeVINE’s Memorial Service.

Please come celebrate Breanna LeVine’s life with us THIS THURSDAY April 8th at TEMPLE SF for a benefit to help raise money for BREANNA LeVINE’s memorial services.

RANDOM RAB
EL PAPACHANGO
SACRED G / GENO
THE FRAIL
CAMPFIRE SONGS W/ MICHA D. & LEIGHTON
MORTAR & PESTAL (JANAYSA/PAUL)
SWAN
METAL MOTHER
WELDER
PRAYER BY RIGZIN
VISUALS BY ANDROID JONES

*if you are unable to attend the event and would still like to make a contribution, please make your donations by using the donate button at the top right hand corner.

thank you so much for your endless support.
this community is so amazing. truly blessed.

a constant flux . . .

AQUARIUM

Music By Nosaj Thing

Directed and Created by Dugan O’Neal

The more time that goes on, the more I am humbled by the profound magic and mystery of this universe, a constant flux, birth, death, contraction and expansion. Moment to moment its happening all the time. Last thursday morning, a dear friend of mine, journeyed back into the great mystery, she left this plane and is on to the next. Reminded that life is such a precious fragile gift, its to be celebrated every moment. So lets celebrate it all, love, heart ache, loss, joy, beauty, laughter, magic, all the things that we get to experience here in the reality they call life. This is a music video I made for LA based producer NosajThing about three years ago. Its a mythical love tale about a mermaid and and a sailor, a love so deep it was worth jumping into the unknown for. Its one of my favorite videos I have ever made, The video stars my friends Benjamin Burke and Lili Rose love, This video is dedicated to Breanna Levine and to walking a path of truth and love. I love you all!

~Dugan O’Neal

To Those that Love miss Breanna LeVine

To Those That Love Breanna LeVine:

thank you so much for your endless love and support. please know that there is a fundraiser and benefit in the making as we start to plan for her memorial.
In lieu of flowers, donations can be made to help the family with funeral expenses. know that a tentative date for the memorial and fundraiser will be announced as soon as things unfold.

thank you so much.

To May Sweet Baby Bre

A flame ceases
All solid falls to pieces. As the words fail to cause belief shock and anger bleeds leaving a quilted grief. Why, how, no! I seek for the radiance; please twinkle; blind me with your presence.
While the lure was enough to elicit a flood of despair. Did u not know u were part of me; a beautifully imperfect pair. The pain, the whispered cry in the midnight air. Did u not remember us speaking of radiohead as we sewed back together finding we were not replicas but an authentic pair. My baby sis why did u not notice the bliss of breath, the joy of discovering we could have grown old, as loved ones left, supporting each others souls and believing god chose our death.

~Justin Levine

Goodbye My LOVE

Breanna Muffin Lovebucket Splashbaby DeVine. Why. Fuck grrrrl, I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH Why does it have to be like this? You have to live AND die like rocknroll song? You had to shake it up for all of us huh. what was going on behind those brilliant eyes, that glorious smile? what was hidden underneath your squeals of delight and your hummmms of affection? what lay captive on the other side of your silken angel skin? the rebellious brat inside of you that wanted to go down in history like this, the princess of punishment. well fuck. its too late to tell you all of this now. how much happiness you brought to the world. how many hearts you touched so deeply. how many smiles you conjured, how many heads you turned. how you made so many people so comfortable on this tumultuous ride of life….how you LOVE LIFE!!!! YOU freak!!!!!! when i see you on the other side, you are getting a MAJOR whooping from me. this is NOT COOL. but I know you weren’t trying to be cool. and thats what makes me understand a little better who you needed to be. so i will let you be that now. a memory. a shining glistening piece of history. for all of us to pray to and send our most REAL LIGHT LOVING energy to, straight from our deepest heart cores to your most beautiful bright shining soul, so that you are lifted directly into the place that you need to be to find the immense peace and safety you need….to the brightest horizons, to the wildest MOOOOOON!!!!!! AHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

Bre Baby, you are always going to be a shining star in my life. I keep the memory of you so close and dear to my heart, the songs of your love so fresh in the air around us, you feel so close. you are so loved.

I LOVE YOU BABYGIRL I LOVE YOU FOREVS AND A DAY AND I WILL SEE YOU JUST AROUND THE CORNER I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU FOREVER xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxooxoxxoxxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxox

~Tara Tati

An Open Love Letter to Breanna

There is a new world under the blankets where we strut slowly side-by-side under the glistening tiger moon, stopping only to lick each others shiny fur coats and watch comets fire away into the distance like flaming couriers spreading the message of our hot love.

we move on through the forest and gently flash our sharp teeth at the hummingbirds who whisper sweet lullabies to the passing by breezes and the honey bees who giggle secret crushes to blushing blossoms.

tree trunks bear the initials of past loves, tears of sap hang frozen in time but the tree tops have long since moved on towards the vast open space of endless possibilities. this is our world. the simplicity of our noses softly rubbing together, our eyes locking into a moment that unlocks a greater moment – everything here is a gesture of compassion. a signal to release what is embedded in our animal hearts. we sink our paws into the lush soil, blow tiger kisses all over each other and let our pointy fangs delicately write our story on each others skin. a story that we both know but has yet to be told about a world that we made because love is our instinct and passion is our prey.

i will release you. i will let you go. but you will always have my embrace, my kisses, my love. forever, baby bird…

~ivan

the world is your oyster

A CRYSTAL RIM

The
Earth
Lifts its glass to the sun
And light
Is poured

A bird
comes and sits on a crystal rim
and from my forest cave
I hear singing,

So I run to the edge of existence
And join my soul in love.

I lift my heart to God
And grace is poured.

An emerald bird rises from within me
and now sits
on the Beloved’s
Glass.

I have left that dark cave forever
My body has blended with His.

Now I lay my wing
As a bridge to you

So you may join us
Singing…

~Hafiz~